Guest post: Remembering the Ice

IMG_9409The first tips of yellow leaves are showing among aspens and cottonwoods in western Colorado. Summer, though still plenty warm, is beginning to turn. You think about what inevitably comes, leaves dropping, opening the stage for snow and ice. You imagine what it will be like to hear the crunch of it every time you step out the door, how it will drift on the road, and icicles will populate the eaves.

Every year, I marvel at the tick-tock reliability of seasons. Only now, I’m a little season-lagged. Continue reading

What is a good death?

GoodGravestoneMy beloved neighbor Joanne was 87 years old when her son found her dead in the hallway of her old farmhouse on Monday. They’d gone to a funeral together that morning — a younger relative had died of pancreatic cancer — and after lunch he’d dropped her off at home. When he returned later that afternoon, she was gone.

I wasn’t home at the time, so I missed the commotion on our dead-end road, where the Joanne’s family farm occupied the final spot — the anchor to our small, rural neighborhood. When I received the news the next morning, I was so shaken that I hung up the phone in haste, unable to talk through my tears.

Joanne had been seeming a little foggy-headed and newly frail in recent months, but she’d been so resilient over the years that I’d assumed she had several more years in her. Her death came as a shock, and even as I write this I can’t believe it’s real.

I want to comfort myself with the notion that hers was a good death, but I’m not even sure what that means. She’d lived a full life and her decline was sudden, rather than prolonged, like her husband Mack’s had been. Isn’t that what we all want? One day you’re fine, the next you’re gone — no time to linger in the ugly in-between.

Having witnessed a loved one slowly succumb to cancer, I can say with confidence that when my time comes, I’d prefer to be hit by a bus — in an instant, it’s lights out, no prolonged suffering or regret. But most of us don’t get to choose, and even if we try to plan in advance, it’s impossible to anticipate real life.

I’ve been a witness several times to discussions between hospice workers and dying people or their families, and the most striking thing I’ve noticed is how inadequate these theoretical discussions can be. Continue reading

How to conjure a forest out of thin air

Das RheingoldThis summer, I became slightly obsessed with the Ring. Not the J.R.R. Tolkien trilogy, not the Japanese horror movie (which I have vowed never to see), but the epic four-opera series by Richard Wagner. Der Ring des Nibelungen spans about 17 hours and features a cast of gods, dwarves, giants, mermaids, and a dragon, all vying for control of a powerful golden trinket.

I’d mainly seen comic operas before, and I wasn’t sure I would like Wagner’s heavy style. But when I heard that Seattle Opera was staging its famous “green” Ring, with sets modeled after the scenery of the Pacific Northwest, I decided that I had to go. Continue reading

Let a Vast Assembly Be

Verso_978_1_78168_098_8_Masks_of_Anarchy_300dpi_CMYK_SiteIn 1908, a young Lithuanian immigrant named Pauline Newman got a job at the Triangle Shirtwaist Company, then one of New York City’s biggest garment factories. She worked as a “cleaner,” trimming threads off the new clothes and boxing them for shipment. It was dull, tiring work, with bullying bosses who forced the workers to hide in garment boxes when inspectors appeared.

Newman thought she and her fellow workers deserved better, and to further her cause, she enlisted the help of a very dead poet. Together, they would change the history of labor and technology.

The intertwined stories of labor organizer Pauline Newman and the Romantic poet Percy Shelley are told, to wonderful effect, in the new graphic history Masks of Anarchy, written by Michael Demson and illustrated by Summer McClinton.

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Guest Post: Oh. I Thought You Were a Guy.

PIA16239_High-Resolution_Self-Portrait_by_Curiosity_Rover_Arm_Camera_squareThe first week in August was a big one for feminist Mars news (if I could design a beat…). August 6 marked the one-year anniversary of the Curiosity rover’s landing, and to celebrate, Mattel revealed Barbie’s 2013 Career of the Year: Mars Explorer.

Mars Explorer Barbie (available in both caucasian and African-American varieties), with her shiny, pink accessories and a pink-accented Curiosity drawn into the background of her box, drew starkly divided reactions–she was both celebrated for potentially encouraging girls to go into science and damned for being too pretty and pink while doing so. Mattel said she’d encourage girls to “reach for the stars”; some thought she’d just keep encouraging eating disorders.

I played with dinosaurs, not Barbie, and I’ve never liked pink. So I hesitated to say anything on the matter–just like I hesitated when I encountered some real Mars women, hosting an all-female Ask Me Anything session on Reddit.   Continue reading

The Last Word

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This week, Ann told the complicated history of two gods of physics.

An app that fights cancer? Why, yes: by boosting your positive thinking! Christie promptly took out her Science Machete and chopped the press release’s head off.

Cassie wondered if we should be so gung ho to kill “invasive species” when we were the reason they invaded in the first place.

Jessa explained why dolphins are overrated.

Fancy a fine English Chardonnay, guv’nor? You will if climate change has anything to say about it, Helen revealed.

Florida’s Python Problem

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Last weekend I heard a story I won’t soon forget. Bob Freer, who runs an animal rescue shelter in the Everglades, appeared on a rerun of Wait Wait Don’t Tell Me, and he began to talk about Florida’s python problem. Of course, I knew Florida had a python problem. But there’s knowing, and then there’s the kind of knowing that can only come from hearing about an encounter.

About 15 years ago, Freer received a call from a homeowner who claimed to have a snake lodged under his home. Freer and his team went to the site and shined a flashlight into the crawlspace to see if they could spot the snake. It was just out of reach, and Freer soon realized that none of the hefty adults he had brought with him would be able to shimmy in to grab it. “But at that time we had a young kid with us, a volunteer,” he told the host. You can see where this is going, right? Continue reading

Johnny and Oppie

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Physicists, like the ancient Greeks, like to gossip about their gods.  A few days ago, three physicists* were talking on Twitter** about a review by a fourth physicist, Freeman Dyson, of a biography of one of these gods, J. Robert Oppenheimer, and about his war with another one, John Archibald Wheeler.

Physicist #1: Oppenheimer did the breakthrough work on black holes.

Physicist #2:  Isn’t it ironic that Wheeler gets credit for inventing black holes?

Physicist #3: Dyson’s review doesn’t talk about Wheeler’s bitter rejection of Oppenheimer’s black holes and Oppenheimer’s antipathy toward Wheeler.

Physicist #2:  So interesting. Maybe Oppenheimer wasn’t accustomed to challenges?  And then Wheeler invents the phrase, “black hole”, and Oppenheimer never uses it.

Physicist #1: “. . .[the star] like the Cheshire cat, fades from view. One leaves behind only its grin, the other . . .”

Physicist #1:  “. . . only its gravitational attraction.” – John Wheeler 1967

Physicist #3:  I heard Oppenheimer sat outside the auditorium when Wheeler was giving the talk that conceded that black holes form.

Physicist #2:  I remember now, that story is in Kip Thorne’s book***.

Me: Oh my what a story!

Physicist #1:  I’d just like to 100% endorse @AnnFinkbeiner’s tracking it all down.

And off I go to find Kip Thorne’s book. And Wheeler’s autobiography.  And Dyson’s review.  And the Web of Stories online interviews.  And to fall thoroughly down the rabbit hole, where it’s dark and lonely but, you know.  Interesting. Continue reading