End of Summer Prize

Charred remains of summer. E. Underwood

I love the prickly, dry ecology of the northern California foothills. I love even it in late summer, when nothing is left of most plants and people but an exhausted, brittle husk. That is when my favorite plant, the California buckeye, or Aesculus californica, comes into its own.  

Unlike me, Aesculus californica knows when to start working and when to stop. Found only in California and a few parts of Oregon, the trees are the first to leaf out in spring. They produce bright green, almost tropical foliage, and fragrant spears of small white flowers.

“California Buckeye-Aesculus californica”
Albert R. Valentien (1862-1925)
San Diego Natural History Museum

By August, when temps have reached triple digits and rain is a distant memory, California buckeye stop trying to photosynthesize. Their dark-green leaves turn brown and shrivel, reducing water loss, and allowing the trees to devote all their energy to making big, glossy, mahogany seeds. Encased in silver-gray sheaths, the seeds dangle from bare buckeye branches like figs, or prettier testicles.

California Buckeye seed – credit Wikimedia Commons, EugeneZelenko

Predators like deer do not eat buckeye seeds, because they contain a potent neurotoxin that destroys red blood cells. In the fall, the seed’s sheath splits, allowing the seed to fall to the ground and germinate.

This is my favorite part. A fat, pale worm emerges, the embryonic root, or radicle. It plunges into the soil, sending down a deep taproot wherever the seed has landed, bounced or rolled. The trees thrive in steep canyons, stabilizing the soil, and can live up to 300 years.

Seeing California buckeyes flower, fruit and wither is not my only or the most important reason for sticking around this desiccated valley, but it is an important one. Yesterday, for the first time since last May, it rained. I made a pot of tea and sat on our porch, watching the mist turn into a steady downpour.

Rain splattered through my open windows, but I didn’t close them. I inhaled the valley’s first-rain scent, an earthy mixture of aromatic chemicals called petrichor. As the rain plumped up the moss on our old oak tree, I felt so giddy that I couldn’t concentrate on work.

I’d made it to the first rain of fall, a reason to celebrate, I decided. So I went for a walk, looking for silvery-grey-green pendants, and came back with a shiny brown seed that fit nicely in my palm — my end-of-summer reward.

Two and a Half Months of Milkweed

Recently I’ve been noticing the milkweed pods, doing their thing, so I thought today would be a good day to revisit these old pictures of my favorite local patch of milkweed. Originally published Nov 21, 2014.

About halfway between my apartment and my office is a community garden.

In a corner of that community garden is a milkweed plant.

Two red and black bugs on a fresh green milkweed pod.

I first noticed it in early September, because of the brightly-colored animals crawling all over it. These, I learned from the internet (thanks, internet), are milkweed bugs. They eat milkweed seeds by poking their pokey proboscises into the milkweed pod.

The next time I walked by, the milkweed bugs had been replaced by ladybugs.

milkweed pod with ladybugs

I first encountered milkweed in elementary school. Some sort of outdoor education trip introduced me to the milkweed pods in the fall, when they turn brown and spill out their seeds in a cloud of white. I collected the downy-soft white hairs and, budding hoarder that I was, kept them in a cloth bag for years.

So, this fall, I knew that haze of seed was coming. Almost every weekday, I checked them as I passed the corner of the garden. Finally, in early November, it started.

milkweed pod starting to turn brown and split

The word for a seed pod that dries and splits like this is “dehiscent.” It is dehiscent. It dehisces. The event is a dehiscence.

dehiscence progresses

Milkweed is best known for being the plant that monarch butterfly caterpillars eat. It’s the only kind of plant that mama monarchs will lay eggs on. When the babies hatch, they start eating. And eat, and eat, and turn into adults, and mate, and lay eggs, and die, and then those babies eat–one of the crazier facts about monarchs is that it’s a different generation that makes the southward migration to Mexico.

The decline of milkweed is thought to be a big part of why there are fewer monarchs making that trip these days. So a lot of nice people plant milkweed to help the insects out.

more seeds are visible

I didn’t realize until I started looking up milkweed facts for this blog post that there is more than one species of milkweed. The USDA lists 76 species. An article in the New York Times this week mentioned an interesting problem: tropical milkweed, one of the easiest kinds of milkweed to find and plant, may actually do more harm than good to the monarchs.

I could probably identify this plant if I had some flowers (wrong time of year) and an identification key (I don’t).

seedsplosion!

But Twitter came through. Good news: three out of three people who saw my picture think it’s a common milkweed, not the tropical one that I just today learned to worry about.

Spread your hairs, little seeds. And fly!

Photos: Helen Fields

Lonely Abalone

I first wrote about abalone in 2012, and thing are looking even worse than they did at the time. The abalone sport fishery in California has been closed until 2021. Researchers and abalone divers are starting to remove sea urchin, which have taken over the abalone’s habitat and munched away at kelp forests. Hopefully the closures and other efforts will add up to make the abalone a little less lonely, someday.

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Single White Abalone: female, 7, seeks male. Too bad we’re not hermaphroditic like terrestrial gastropods, or I wouldn’t have to be so picky. Likes: rocky substrate, algae. Looking for a mate who lives within three to five meters. Long-distance just doesn’t work for me.

The white abalone, the first marine invertebrate to make the federal endangered species list, has a problem with distance. In fact, most abalone do.  They’re broadcast spawners, sending their gametes out into the sea. If a male and female are farther than five meters apart, it’s like they’re on opposite sides of the ocean—they won’t be able to reproduce.

So when something starts to wipe out their population—overfishing, diseases, predators like sea otters—things can go bad, and quickly.

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Infected and Imprisoned

This post originally ran in March 2014. Although tuberculosis cases are on the decline in the United States, we’re not headed for elimination, at least not this century. There were more than 9,000 cases in 2018, mostly among foreign-born individuals. But the news isn’t all bad: In August, the Food and Drug Administration approved a new TB drug called pretomanid. The drug, which will be delivered as part of a cocktail, can combat drug-resistant forms of tuberculosis.

The outbreak that shook the tiny town of Ninety Six, South Carolina, probably began in the spring of 2012. An elderly janitor at the local elementary school fell ill and began unwittingly spreading the bacterium that causes tuberculosis. By June 2013, more than 50 students were infected and at least ten had developed signs of the disease.

To prevent further spread, the South Carolina Department of Health and Environmental Control (DHEC) ordered the janitor to take medication and stay home, but he didn’t. According to an emergency public health order, he left his house without DHEC’s permission and refused to answer some of the department’s many questions. When he did answer, his responses were “evasive, vague and inconsistent.” What happened next probably shouldn’t have surprised me, but it did: The state arrested the janitor and threw him in a medical detention facility.

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The Journal of a Middle-Aged, Middle-Management, Sub-Atomic Particle

This story first ran January 17, 2019. It’s about a quark. Any resemblance to the author is purely coincidental. In fact, any perceived real-world parallels reflect more on the reader’s personal issues than the writer’s, don’t you think? You know what, stop judging me.

It’s been a rough couple billion years. I don’t know why, I just haven’t been feeling the same way as I did in the billions of years after the Big Bang. Back then, being a quark meant something – it had weight you know? Muons and leptons took you seriously, electrons wanted to get together with you and build a little chemistry.

I just … popped after the Big Bang. I had charge.

But the last couple billion years, I don’t know, I’ve just felt a little down. I feel jumbled, disordered. Maybe it’s entropy, maybe I just need a hobby.

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So I split up with my nucleus. Being part of a proton as kid was exciting, we were colliding with everything in our path and ready to take on the galaxy. But the galaxy is mostly empty space and, when you get right down to it, so is the atom. Lately it’s been like, what’s the point? It was amicable. We said we’d keep in touch – we won’t – joint custody of the ions – I’ll be lucky to get weekends. I was sad to see the fourth valence electron go, she was a mercurial as hell but a good listener. Ah well. Onward.

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Life has become a slog. I guess I’ll never be one of those top quarks you see in the magazines. I’m doing some part time work in a tomography lab but I just don’t get much from weak interactions. Everything around me these days just feels like decay. I’m guess I’m just having trouble feeling positive.

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Things have gotten worse. I can’t tell anymore if I’m spinning or everyone else is. I’m pretty down.

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Waking Up is Hard to Do

Different people wake up differently. My husband instantly transitions from a deep dark unconsciousness to crisp, bright alertness as if a switch has been flipped. I…do not.

For me, waking is a mysterious, confusing, and generally quite extended process, involving the gradual understanding that the reality I have been inhabiting for some time—years maybe?—is in fact a dreamworld of my own making.

At first I feel heavy, my body an unfamiliar and recalcitrant vessel I am pouring back into like honey. Biographical details swim into view. My name is Emma. I am married to—[checks notes]—this handsome guy in the bed next to me. I have two—two?—children and I am—wait, really?—40 years old. I live in this house. At this point I might attempt a some gross motor movement, maybe a wriggle deeper into the covers.

Next, I process my emotions. Sometimes apprehending my waking reality is a sweet relief. You mean I don’t have to go back to Roosevelt High School because I am missing a gym credit? Yay! I am not a spy in deep cover trapped on a long-haul spaceship about to be discovered by ruthless galactic counterespionage agents? Thank Christ for that!

But sometimes awakening to myself means saying goodbye to dream lives, dream lovers, dream worlds of great beauty. I often dream of a vast archipelago city, a kind of Seattle crossed with French Polynesia. I frequently have close encounters with whales or animal people. I fly, or find hidden rooms full of treasure. I’m not always ready to come home.

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Songs of Home


Squirrels are comforted by birds’ easy chit-chat, new research tells us. Biologists already knew the scurrying rodents tuned into birds’ alarm calls, but they didn’t realize that the mammals responded to songs about the good times, too. Content chirps suggest to squirrels that all is well. 

To me, too.

At this time of year especially I find that sounds tell a comforting story. Here at the edge of the woods, at my Virginia cabin, late summer stretches and layers the crickets’ songs and deepens the quiet. The breezes are still-warm, breathy farewells to August. Birds, less riotous at the feeder, are choosier with their calls but certainly not silent: While no longer desperate to mate, those that don’t migrate still have territory to claim.

Today a few singular voices are cutting through the crickets’ hum–though I’ll admit I confuse the bluejay’s and the red-shouldered hawk’s caws unless I hear them side by side. Somebody’s crisp piercing note rises above another’s cascading dribble. I don’t know who’s who; clearly, I need to work on my bird IDs. But September’s in progress, these voices tell me: Revel in this transitional world.

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Guest Post: Christine’s Killing Fields

Years ago, when I moved into my house, I had a dream. I was going to remove all the grass, destroy the lawn and never have to mow. My yard—nay, my patchwork of service-providing gardens—would offer food for humans and animals, as well as habitat, color and deeply soothing smells. I planted all the clovers—white, red, crimson—to rehab the soil and feed the wild bees. Milkweed for the monarchs. Fennel and dill for me and the swallowtails. Anise goldenrod and bee balm for teas, a fig tree, blueberry bushes, and lots of native species for my poor insect friends who need love now more than ever. The universe laughed.

Just like every year, this spring was magical. The clover smelled amazing, the mayapples were cute, the lavender didn’t die. But then August happened. By the second half of summer, my gardens had become killing fields—invasive plants killing every tender thing I love, and me trying to kill the invasives.

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